dissecting an onion

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im dying here...
i wish to be a fairy,
cos they wear pretty pastel colored dresses
have shiny shimmery wings
never grow old,
and glow with ever-lasting,
glittery, fairy-dust that leaves a trail
behind em everywhere they fly to.

actually, i wanna be a pixie. since the word 'pixie' sounds relatively cooler. but they're somehow relate to elfs. which slaves to the creepy Santa Claus. plus, they have pointy ears and would prolly have to stick to a seasonal range of ugly elf uniforms; consisting of: green, green & more green.
~blank~

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i love you

when it rains it pours

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new boyfriend, new job, new life.

why so cold? well i guess that's cos ur not by my side ;D
my hubby is heading to Malaysia for work tmr, im heading to malaysia tmr with my family.
same destination. two separate paths. he's gonna be there for a month, n now, how am i suppose to survive??? not seeing you for a day might, truthfully, not be that hard of a thing to do :P but not seeing you for a MONTH??? GOD.. i think it's definate that i'll turn into a big-emotional-crying-machine.. that's cos i love you. OKAY!!! you're the cutest thing God ever gave to me. please rmb that n i'll promise i'll stick to our plan. engagement now, and wedding bells next year~!!!! ;D

Thus, my goal for now is to work my ass off n SAVE UP!!! yup, SAVE UP. that has always been a word that i'd feared for years.. truth is, i really don't know get by a month without splurging on clothes, alcohol, entertainment & etc.. hence, to save up might be the biggest challenge i'll face in my life for now.. SOOOOOBSss T________T
however, im confident enough to know that saving up is the only way to get me through my dream.. to be Mrs Parmonsuthoohooohooohooo!!! fgdsdfgfgsfghfg... being realistic is a lot better than to cheat your way to life.. that. i've had to learn it the hard way.. ;D

Things have changed, people around me have changed in one way or another.. least what i've went through for the past years taught me to look at life in a different perspective. in which had benefited me in alot of ways. no more moving at the escalated speed of light, no more rooted deep into time's values; just take things once at a time. yup, more bumper sticker quotes to come ;D i love life, just the way it is; sweet. colourful. mundane. hard. savoury.

Just bring it on. i'll be more than happy to live life to the fullest
i love you baby, miss you more as every second passes.

to my dear laced underwear

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i hitched a hike on the outskirts of LA,
two nijas came out and scared the turd off my pants.
they bought me a slinky voldermort at the Bimbobeech Bar
i fought the atlas looking for a place to rest my huge fat-ass butt
but hooked up with one of those duel masters dude..
he rocks my sockx ~

some people may think that it's red,
but i think it's just ugly.
tha's cos im just boreeed ;D

good bye starstrucked aliens,
i'll see you in startrek tonight

To: Ethan the soon to be dead guy

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okay, BANANA you..

why of all time must you do this to meeeeee.. dude
you and youR stupid nonsense mang! stop, stop, STOP....
hahahahahahaha.. not funny ETHAN!!! this is all your fault lah!!
i'll kill you, i swear.. you bloody banana.. and im not gonna buy you MadJack
banana pies anymore.. cos you don't deserve to eat things with bananas in it.. :C
jrkerjgbjknfgjkn, dfs..

go cook all your maggie mees and die in camp of starvation!!!! muahahahahahaa...

it means, i'll stuff something up your ass cos you look retarded..
and dfs stands for " ethan, you're dead!"...

grrrrrrrrrrrrr.. okay, maybe i don't really mean it luh.. but hahahaha,

WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOUR TIMING MAN....
you seem to always say the wrong fucking things at the wrong fucking time, i hope you're reading my blog now..
cos im gonna tell the whole damn world you still digg pokemons even thou you're like 24, have hairy arms and you're half PHILEEPEENO.. haha!! beat that duuude.. come, you can now call my mum sweety-pie
say sorry to my boyfriend!! hahahaha.. joking lah beech ;D
im still gonna b there at your ORD partaaaay..
xoxo..

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i want a roborovski hamster.. cos it looks like an ah beng with bleached hair..
im soo lazy to blog, need to eat...

today is so hair fuzzily boraaangg... went to work at The Cathay from 12-10, but pretty much spent my time doing sudoku.. like the whole damn day man, you know how much damage it causes to your brain cells?? and since my the battery in my cellphone is dead i couldn't waste my time texting away..besides, there isn't much prepaid value in it anyway.. WEIII.. who could be an awesome darling for me and treat me to some wallet wrenching top up cards??? i'll love you to death, promise ;DDD haha, random random random.. ohh, and i how lucky i was from jean..

im like, woahhhhh.... when michelle told me how badly she screwed her cos she was absent-minded and careless.. cos i'd have been a bigger victim since im soooo damn bad at accounting..

ohh yeahhh... baby:DDDD thanks for being such and angel for me these few days yeah.. lending me your spare hp when my hp is crappy and all screwed up, buying food for me and delivering them to my place... and picking me up from work ;DDDD hahahah... really think im a super lucky gal to have you as my boyfriend... dun worry, i won't go all michelle on you ;D i luv uuuuuuu babyeeeeee...