life is dope, screw me!

im sick of how everthing is so different just because of that small little thing.. i hate you, "small little thing".. you screw up everything.. and thanks for always being there for me when i didn't need you and and never showing up when the time comes.. it's not just a different world we're in, it's like a different dimension, two separate entity.. while the world's pushing forward, you're moving on, leaving me behind.. rooted in time's useless values..

Ciao, im sorry im too tired of this wait and hatch game.. always facing this new facade of yours, so dead and cold.. it's like a new language we communicate in, like it's the new trend or something.. why? give me an answer before you just turn and walk away.. if you insist, the door is always there.. i'll be obliged to show you the way out..