dissecting an onion

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im dying here...
i wish to be a fairy,
cos they wear pretty pastel colored dresses
have shiny shimmery wings
never grow old,
and glow with ever-lasting,
glittery, fairy-dust that leaves a trail
behind em everywhere they fly to.

actually, i wanna be a pixie. since the word 'pixie' sounds relatively cooler. but they're somehow relate to elfs. which slaves to the creepy Santa Claus. plus, they have pointy ears and would prolly have to stick to a seasonal range of ugly elf uniforms; consisting of: green, green & more green.
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i love you

when it rains it pours

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new boyfriend, new job, new life.

why so cold? well i guess that's cos ur not by my side ;D
my hubby is heading to Malaysia for work tmr, im heading to malaysia tmr with my family.
same destination. two separate paths. he's gonna be there for a month, n now, how am i suppose to survive??? not seeing you for a day might, truthfully, not be that hard of a thing to do :P but not seeing you for a MONTH??? GOD.. i think it's definate that i'll turn into a big-emotional-crying-machine.. that's cos i love you. OKAY!!! you're the cutest thing God ever gave to me. please rmb that n i'll promise i'll stick to our plan. engagement now, and wedding bells next year~!!!! ;D

Thus, my goal for now is to work my ass off n SAVE UP!!! yup, SAVE UP. that has always been a word that i'd feared for years.. truth is, i really don't know get by a month without splurging on clothes, alcohol, entertainment & etc.. hence, to save up might be the biggest challenge i'll face in my life for now.. SOOOOOBSss T________T
however, im confident enough to know that saving up is the only way to get me through my dream.. to be Mrs Parmonsuthoohooohooohooo!!! fgdsdfgfgsfghfg... being realistic is a lot better than to cheat your way to life.. that. i've had to learn it the hard way.. ;D

Things have changed, people around me have changed in one way or another.. least what i've went through for the past years taught me to look at life in a different perspective. in which had benefited me in alot of ways. no more moving at the escalated speed of light, no more rooted deep into time's values; just take things once at a time. yup, more bumper sticker quotes to come ;D i love life, just the way it is; sweet. colourful. mundane. hard. savoury.

Just bring it on. i'll be more than happy to live life to the fullest
i love you baby, miss you more as every second passes.