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i love you ♥
when it rains it pours
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new boyfriend, new job, new life.
why so cold? well i guess that's cos ur not by my side ;D
my hubby is heading to Malaysia for work tmr, im heading to malaysia tmr with my family.
same destination. two separate paths. he's gonna be there for a month, n now, how am i suppose to survive??? not seeing you for a day might, truthfully, not be that hard of a thing to do :P but not seeing you for a MONTH??? GOD.. i think it's definate that i'll turn into a big-emotional-crying-machine.. that's cos i love you. OKAY!!! you're the cutest thing God ever gave to me. please rmb that n i'll promise i'll stick to our plan. engagement now, and wedding bells next year~!!!! ;D
Thus, my goal for now is to work my ass off n SAVE UP!!! yup, SAVE UP. that has always been a word that i'd feared for years.. truth is, i really don't know get by a month without splurging on clothes, alcohol, entertainment & etc.. hence, to save up might be the biggest challenge i'll face in my life for now.. SOOOOOBSss T________T
however, im confident enough to know that saving up is the only way to get me through my dream.. to be Mrs Parmonsut♥ hoohooohooohooo!!! fgdsdfgfgsfghfg... being realistic is a lot better than to cheat your way to life.. that. i've had to learn it the hard way.. ;D
Things have changed, people around me have changed in one way or another.. least what i've went through for the past years taught me to look at life in a different perspective. in which had benefited me in alot of ways. no more moving at the escalated speed of light, no more rooted deep into time's values; just take things once at a time. yup, more bumper sticker quotes to come ;D i love life, just the way it is; sweet. colourful. mundane. hard. savoury.
Just bring it on. i'll be more than happy to live life to the fullest ♥
i love you baby, miss you more as every second passes.
