life is dope, screw me!

Hey Hobbits ;D

I FINALLY WENT FOR SUNDAY SERVICE..

this is after a super long time that i haven't been going to church man

i was sooooo emotional, i cried, smudged my eyeliner, then cried somemore..

im back guys ;D

Celebrated nikki's birthday right after service, then together with Paul and others, we went down to Pasir Ris for a okiedokie-cooking workshop ;D

CHEESECAKE mann.. we learnt how to make our own NY cheesecake and turns out, i realised that making cheesecake is not so much of a fuss MOM.. cheap, good and yummy cheesecakes are rather easy and fast to make ;D feasible alternative for a costly b'day pressie huh?? lol..

yesTURDday, Jireh and i went to Shah's place at Bali Lane for some shishah + booze ;D

cabbed home and reached at 1.48am.. THANK GOD my mom was in her chill-mode man, if not i'd be facing a cold dark death.. like, WTH man.. curfew's 12 beech... however i guess Nabins is still and ultimately a nice place to chillout man, good music, exquisitely decored and authentic arabian food with booze + shisha together with a bombshell NS bloke who keeps looking out for hot models to make friends with, the night was rather doopeshit.. but unfortunately for him, shopping turns out to be the last thing on our minds ;DD and, no luck in his quest to win a date with a model, or any chick...

okay.. school's tmr maan... shit uhhhhh

hope i get to wale up in time i guess ;DDD

GOSH FAG.

im sure you don';t know how i feel..

not to point fingers at anyone, but YOU just soooooooo conveniently FUCKED ME UP!

RAJ ,

im begging you asshole, just fuck off my life and DIE

i don't need any motherfucker to tell me what to do.

i know you're a motherfucking BIG FUCK in the past

but i REALLY REALLY REALLY don't need you to tell me off

at every FUCKING thing i do.. i don't give a fuck on what you think

you can go suck some fucking balls and fuck some bloody

disgusting GEYLANG OR KALLANG WATEVER FUCKING whore for all i care.... just don't you DARE EVER touch me..

YOU DIRTY MOTHERFUCKER!!!!!!

FRIEND ,

FUCK OFF.. thanks for being such great FRIENDS ;D and replacing my only existence with some fucking PUNANI whom you claimed you FUCKING hated........ but UN- hated after a fucking lifetime.. i love you guys for being such two-faced dickheads and treating me like fucking spats of birdshits which you revolt at sight.. thank a whole lot dumbasses.. thanks for barely contacting me for 100 years and embracing that FAGGOT.. ;D come lick my shit you fucking blowjobs.. cunts

THE IIDIOTS WHO JUST WANT SEX ,

thanks for fucking around, now.. GO GET SOME AIDS YOU FUCKING FAGGG...

don't expect me to give you any honey... im not so fucking RETARDED to go lick your disgusting BALLS wormhole..

YOU,

maybe you should start putting yourself in my fucking shoes. im a FUCKED UP girl, LOSER in life and fuckingly in LOVE with you.. i've got problems you don;t even KNOW OF. and i try my fucking best to hide them becos i don;t wanna let you think how fucked up is this bitch you're in love with. i hate myself for all the empty promises i've made.. IMMA GO FUCK MYSELF FOR THAT.. but maybe, JUST maybe.. try putting yourself in my stinking damned shoes and you'll understand why i FUCKING wanna go stick a cow up my ass .. im sick and tired of myself, hence i need to fucking drown myself in alcohol, ciggs and cow dung shits and LIES.. im just as fucked up as you feel.. WHERE ARE YOU? you know how FUCKING much i need you now???? i wanna shit myself in the pants.. IT'S SOOO PAINFUL THAT I CAN BARELY HEAR MYSELF SCREAMING.. yes i've hurt you alot.. but does that shows that im a selfish bitch who just wanna kill you and see you die?? well, just so you know.. IM IN JUST AS MUCH PAIN TOO ;D whether you understand or not.. Bottom line : i love you more than anything else in this world.. other that God, my Mom and satisfaction.. and i hope this is gonna make you understand.

MAMA:

God know what the fuck to do with you.. talk about fucking ETHICS. woo, too bad.. doubt you have any FUCKING idea about that.. you are a fucking annoying piece of SHIT you know that??go get a fucking life before you retire as a piece of shit.. STOP RUINING MY LIFE.. i wanna earn money to support myself too you know that FUCKER? now everyone is as FUCKED up as you FATASS MOTHER OF ALL SLUTS>>>

just kill me and take me away from this raging storm.. i'd rather die than get drowned by all these problems.. work life relationships and habits.. whatever happened to LIFE.. the friendlier one, i mean..

Ps: thanks JIN for being such an AWESOME dude for me ;D keep smiling and maybe you'll cheer me up too ;D

yar, i know i look like a tranny here ;D